9.11am.....at tep EMRS.... like ma grp out to breakfast...shid busy tellin her tales to silah....all the monday routines...accompanied by shid takin self potraits of herslf.....
so drama pratices has been tiring me out.....hvnt had any sleep from yesterday......was out at bradell mc wif nad n sonia.....well salah sendiri....hahahha....
so here i am oonly back at emrs room at 2.30...thinkin that there's a meetin at two but who is meeting up wen evry 1 else sleepin too...
"even superman cant save evry1 in the world"
that is how im suppose to feeel....but im feelin otherwise.....like i dunno...evry1 in ma life start seekin resolution thru smoking......i juz dun understand all the crucial decision they r making.....
like seriously......all ma fwen are taken away...one by one r startin to smoke.....or even regain thier smokin habit......i smtimes blame myslf for not stoppin them......but to realise that its not ma fault n that each n evry1 of them had made that decision whether in the mids-of-time or in full aawareness..... it seems to be an amusing ttool to run or rebel against the main source of the problem....but it make no sense on how it help u run....juz for awhile.....it aint worth it aniwae......im juz freakin worried.....VERY.....
"for evry puff they take, it pains ma heart so...."
Elfi OUTz
> noted by the prince
