im lost, i dunno wat i want..... maybe i made to think dat way....but it seems so now....
im so unstable.....n i worry abt the finals....whether i cud give ma all.....coz so far the trainings r one of the few things dat make me happy....well maybe its close to the only thing...
im worried abt maslf more then the others......conflictin ma own views....ma health, ma future, ma LIFE.....i dunno who i am animore.....thats the scariest point......
i wish that its juz another one of those days im feelin this way......
perhaps if i list it out...maybe i cud figure it out...
Wworried ABOUT
> ma flexibilty n ma strength...basically for
nafa that is comin b4 ma ns enlistment...
> not havin time for ma fwen n family
>
NS, yes it suddenly strike me.....
> ma looks...(ya cliche') basically i dun really feel good abt maslf animore....
> ma poly life.....graduation....its gonna be in less then a year time...
> pusaka seni... on whether i be able to continue performin wif them.....
> ma social life....im always withdrawn from others in a grp...its like a
curse....
> ma unstability....
> ma temper: which juz make no sense...
>
haiz....im
afraid la...yes i am.....of tomolo......which shud not be a matter......i noe we shud take our life day by day....but...
thats how it hangs, u'll say i need to overcome this fear......
im trying...
> noted by the prince
