April 29, 2006

self explanatory....

April 27, 2006

"Perform like no one sees u, Werk like u dont need cash, Luv like u
nvr been hurt..."

April 26, 2006

well last nite....25 april 05....spent time wif bro ayid....its been so long since we hung out....i watched Take the Lead the 3rd time.....yup..im crazy.....went to this punkrock/hardcore exhibit at substn b4 dat..... it ma bro thing....

coincedentally...both of us were in stripe shirt....black pants n shoes.....
had much time to catch up wif life...reflect on life.....

today he goes too work happy...coz he's gonna ask one he luvs out.......thx to ma encouragement.....well is it wrg for me to motivate him???...he luvs her...n i tot it wud be beta if at least he gave it a shot......so he wont look back n say "wat if???" best of luck bro....i hope it will werk out......i worried n excited at the same time.....

mcg orientation today....i beta catch up on ma sleep...lackin of it...pimples are horrible......arghhhh.....
the calmness n quietness at boat quay....was the highlight of the nite...juz sat n chilll...then kinda walk ard w/o destination....we passed thru chinaa town, clark quay, tanjong pagar, new and south bridge rd....n more....basically end up at bradell ate mc n continue chattin.....

smtimes u're helpin urslf wen ure helpin ppl...

perform like no one sees u, werk like u dont need cash, luv like u nvr been
hurt....

April 25, 2006

ma fav pic at clubcrawl 2006 but its kinda inbalance..heheh

the all charmin prince...who...me...hahahaha ...yr afta yr
the theme for our clubcrawl seems to be so glamorous....bring smth diff...i like
the "si bongkok" maybe bring on smth diff...maybe wayang kulit...jawa....smth
diff ar....heee....pat ni bole list down...pat di tanye...tediam...hahaha...ape
la elfi....opps...bebual srg lagi.....

the ealier post was on sunday...but blogger was retard for a day or
two...but finally evryth is sippin in slowly.....yeah....tues....last week of
break b4 goin back to skool n no practice today....meetin for orientations(drma)
is on fri...=( dun tink can make it...especially if they need staff to settle in
by 5pm.....like wtf la....work drama skul family fwens personal time....are juz
the basics of juggling life....

it wud be tougher if i do join an
outside organisatn....may end up sacrificing alot of stuff....am i ready??? i
dunno...

but im startin slow ....hm..... u noe wat the hot babe in Take
The Lead....she's jenna dewan...damn hot.....ahacks...

well...tot of
goin out....dunno wif who neither go where nor wen....hahahha.....

marni
im sorri if i got u at the wrong moment yesterday....be strg n take cr....

yup2....take cr all of u......

call me up wen u hv
plans......heee....

the everstylish turtle neck....the other day at town

this poster looks damn cool...i bet the show was damn
gr8.....raudha had 2 complimentry tix to A very British affair......wanna go
yesterday 8pm...but it was a little last min n no one wanna go wif
me...=(

April 24, 2006

"its easier to look at the big picture wen u try to understand instead of
pretending to understand"

was at three monkey restraunt at orchard towers the other day enjoyin ice chocolate.....and lotsa food....kkekek

April 22, 2006

5 days has past since the start of ma 2 weeks break...
9 days left including today....

watched take the lead twice already.....

damn it superduper hott..

oh yeah club crawl was so damn tiring but fun....n so we had a meetin for the orientation yesterday.... it went well i guess....wish dat ppl wud speak thier mind n open up....it gettin there...im sure... =)

n so was suppose to werk 7-11pm on fri....instead boss ask the customer mania editin out.....
so we went to the 3 monkeys at orchard towers......ate like lotsa stuff....all were on boss...the iced chocolate was damn nice......maybe one day will go there n try out the burgers...coz its damn huge...its a nice pplace for a date maybe....but u'll gonna need $$$.... lots of it....hahha....

so afta dinner.....boss suggest to unwind wif the lifeband upstair....i was like wonderin...lifeband...duh!!! a club la....hahha....i cant rmbr the club that we initially wanted to enter.... but u noe i noe...the admission for guys age 25.... so boss did a little tokin....but then kak erwin had another fwen so instead we got into "naughty gal"....i wasnt the main worry....it was kit...coz he's only 17...gosh....but wateva it is...we were in...they all started mixing drinks n drinking....i was juz chillin out to the loud music boomin for the live band playin 3 hotchicks singing n doin thier thing....hahah...opps....shudnt elaborate....wanna noe more ask me...heee...
did i mention...boss paid for evryth..... me tini shirin n soni left to join nad n bib at ps....then we got a msg frm kak er.. boss was shakin his bootie n agnes is all hype up....most prob they all got drunk already by that time....hahahhaa....

n yeah....smtimes its hard wen all u wanna do is make smth betta.....it require sacrifice, eliminating our doubts n worries, courage n wits....but by supportin one another all this can definately be achieve.....i smtimes wonder y ppl cr too much abt wat other ppl mite say or tink.....if they hv a tot...they shudnt keep it....speak it out.....it applies to both party....

April 20, 2006

i feel like shit....

im a bad brother
im a bad son
im a bad fwen
im a bad singer
im a bad actor
im a bad dancer
im a bad person.....
wen will i eva be gr8 coz wat im is bad or average....
im feelin so lonely......im lost.....
ma life is empty....
Gpa has always filled that emptiness...
now that its over i hv nth to fall back on....
tho i hate to admit it
on this honest a/c....
i pray dat he gives me that light, that will guide me....
towards wat tommoror offers....

April 18, 2006

this entry is dedicated to one of ma bestest fwen....Siti Salwa



well i miss ya so much that no words can express it....
uve always been my pillar of strength and light of hope
during times where im down, ure always ard...

ur the ladder to ma dreams,
wen smtimes i begin to doubt who i am...
u see me clearly...u had faith in me...
u always told me i can.....n driven me to become
wat i am now...

i owe this spectecular journey to u...
i owe this to u...
i nvr imagine wat i be if i nvr met u...
thus i thank u...
for evrth u did...

im sorri if i hvnt been a gr8 fwen as u r to me...
im sorri if i wasnt ard to drive u as much....
but deep within this heart...
im tryin, giving it all to be a gr8 fwen
the best way i noe....

with this i juz wanna say...
i cr n luv u wawa....
ur a gr8 person....
sm1 i'll treasure foreva....

Elfi Ismail

April 17, 2006

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April 16, 2006

well definately gluttony is one of ma biggest sin lately....been eatin n eatin n eatin......like there's no stop......ma face is horrible.....wish i noe wat to do.....facial....wat the hell is dat....it so weird to go for such stuff......ma left eye hurts, a lrg pimple on thleftside of nose....rashes that itch al over me.....im like dyin......but strangely i feel good abt maslf......not shitty....

so yeah drama was on thurs....like i donno y it ended so soon...like i wanted it to go on n on......but smhw they made me stop..... i dont feel the energy smhw from sm of us....maybe they're juz tired from the long day......hmmmm

fadh!rna req for me to do this....k fine....

Name 20 ppl you can think of right nowat the top of yr head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. Ready? Start!
1) yayid
2) nadia
3) sonia
4) salwa
5) adeq
6) dya
7) ham2
8) marni
9) amir
10) fadhil
11) wirna
12) farain
13) sue
14) zai(m)
15) zai(f)
16) uul
17) aniza
18) zul
19) anwar
20) fiza
now for the questions
1) How did u meet 14?
in mcg...during orientaion a gd fwen of mine was intrested in him

2) What would you do if u've never met 1?
i probably am not wat i am now...he's ma bro man...

3) What would u do if 20 and 9 dated?
hahahahaa...dok n fiz.....chemical reaction will take place

4) Did you ever like 19?
hahah no.....wierd....not applicable...

5) Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
lesbians??? lol hahaha no la...

6) Describe 3.
sweet & determin

7) Do you think 8 is attractive?
She is in her own way...

8) Tell me something about 7.
she's the darkhorse of the GPA team n she's goin to a course at the academy of arts(if im not wrg) wich cost 998 buck...n im not able to go for such....n i envy her in 2-3 ways....hahah...but still luv u ham2...

9) Do you know any of 12's family?
not really...saw her sister tho...once at practice

10) What's 8's favourite?
hm....pusake seni....hehehe....us of coz...

11) What would u do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
i'll freak out....zul ure gay????(hee juz jokin)

12) What language does 15 speak?
malay english n a little chinese(??? maybe)

13) Who is 9 going out with?
farain.....hehhee (j0kin ....winks***)

14) How old is 16 now?
my age...19 this yr

15) When's the last time u talked to 13?
last thurs afta trainin on msn

16) What is 2's favourite band/singer?
nad luv a variety.....

17) Would u ever date 4?
i wud if she's single....i think i wud make myslf to fall in luv her if she is.... hehehe.... coz she's such a gr8 person....

18) Would u ever date 7?
ham2....tak cewet...hahahah......no lar ...she's like a sister

19) Is 15 single?
nope taken.....zai(F) be trueful....winks~*

20) What is 10's last name?
Md Fadil Bin -------- (kk...i'll try to find out....kekeke)

21) Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
wo...weird..... hahaha.... fadhil n her make a freakin gr8 couple...

22) What school does 3 go to?
she's werkin

23) Where does 6 live?
amk...near wawa blk

24) What's your fav thing about 5?
her passion n strength...n the ability to get things done....

25) Have you seen Number 1 naked?
half??? hahaha....bro....this is exposure man....

April 15, 2006

im gettin rash all over me especially at ma knuckles, elbow, knee.... arghhhh..n werkin mornin tomolo wen im actually off...but tini gv me sunday off instead.... arghhhh... wat a mess....

so damn itchy!!!>>>> im gonna die....arghhh....

editin is so damn stressin wif that damn slow computer provided.....

April 12, 2006

when ma life is fallin into place.....juz gotto set ma emotions rite.....
niwae sadness n downfalls are part of life....here's wat i can recall...
-dad doesnt wanna buy me a new phone.......due to sm reasons....n suddenly he's the one wif a new one.....
- 1 yr left in nyp wich means bye pusake seni smhw...but im still hype up for this yr to come
- yup gotta admit opportunity in life are not in ma hand....so i'll try to make some...
- gonna spend lonely 2 weeks break starting nxt mon...coz evry1's either werkin or skoolin...
- i still got editin pojek on hand but im dying...im paid so poorly for this job...but ok la....
-some perceptions kinda totally off...corrected them already...
-i feel kinda retargic.....n been eatin like a pig....
- gonna be bankrupt tomolo... watchin take the lead.....so its a sacrifice.....
k....get over it....bohooo....k up u go...

so tomolo drama at 6....watchin take the lead.. n also last day of TEP.....well its been hell....i muz admit thats no diff from the werkin world... btw watch underworld evolution....freakin hot n sexy......hot3....
wohooo......such sexy couple....
urghhh...

gtg....watchin Chicago at 10...

smtimes i wish i cud help these ppl wif talents n potential....sm hv
problems controling their emotions....some hv it in their mind....sm doin it for
fame.....only those who hv the passion are those who i cr for......
smtime i wanna help all of them....but i cant....
so figures......

PAssIoN....is the basics to evryth....

so so so...not really been at hm....hahaa....coz i went to the nursing chalet....hahha....strange itslf that im there....but it was fine....so basically on mon went there......ate then play sm game sleep....nxt morning was freakin early for skool.....as i went wif fiza n her two darls....hahah...
yup reached at 8am.....sign in...went for a swim.....then it rained....haiz....so i come out of the pool la....duh! kekek...

then i went hm had lunch....dance wif ma cutie pie farra Q.... then bought cakes for fiza n aniza....bilated bdae giler2....

ya ther was these chinese chick at the store....shes damn sweet man...hahaha...but was way2 weird...wats up wif me n chinese gals nowadays...lol

k 4get it....so was back to the chalet... ate alot n i mean alot of food.....slept while th rest watchg movie...coz it lags....so i end up wakin at 6.45 am....watchin underworld....super smashin n hot movie....fuhoo...i wanna be a vampire....hahaha.....so hott.....

kekek....rushed to skool eventho took ma last hr of flexi....wat do u expect...its damn far la eh....hahahhaa.....wat is happenin....hahaha

so u noe u noe u noe....im back in skooll.....bored..n wanna eat...im kinda losing ma voice...got meetin later at 3...if not im home by now...so sleepy tho.....take cr ppll....

i miss all of u whom i miss.....lol...

PS> luv u guys...n cya on thurs...

April 08, 2006

was actually hvin fun chattin wif mira.....wen she suddenly went
offline....wonder y....hm...basically this "limeposen" issue i wud like to call
it is very intrestin.......wif refrence from Wak's entry ..march 27
2006
Negative Gossips? Cos Andayu is Famous!
ok
Limaposen, thank you so much for your feedback about MCG. Yes, MCG has another
name, Andayu which means Kumpulan Kebudayaan Melayu or Malay Cultural Group.
other schools had their own too like the usual one that we heard of is Perdayu
which is Persatuan Kebudayaan Melayu. the difference between Andayu and Perdayu
is ours are "Kumpulan" or "Group". While the other one is "Persatuan" or
"Society". That is why we could not use Perdayu. we had to create a new name and
out came 'Andayu'. Thanks for Farhan because he's the one who got that name.ok
next, Limaposen, you said, "i heard a lot of negative things about the mcg
lately, where members kicking out members, using people's money for own
enjoyment etc." look at siti nurhaliza. she's famous and popular. everyone knows
her. but the more popular she is, the more gossips, especially negative gossips
came out about her life and these gossips usually were untrue because it came
from sources that cannot be trusted and unknown. same thing as Andayu. the more
people know abt this group, the more bad gossips you can hear, which surely came
from sources that are unknown and cannot be trusted.

its juz really charmin to put it dat way.....cant believe that the GPA left such
a gr8 impact smhw.... i miss the fun at practice already......wen the hell trainin will resume......hahaha....soon i hope....

hope u guys like the new skin featurin urs truly **me**...hahahah....well i lUV it...

tk cr ppl...

April 04, 2006

well its been long since i post a proper entry....hee...

so in
general.....i'll update on the series of event dat took place...(vely the
dlamatik..hhehehe)

april 3rd- back to
skool...bored to death.....that the end of ma exitin break.....

april 2nd- was suffer from post gpa syndrome n
also afta watchin TP i had so many vision ma time has limit me to do as much
that i want....

like sue mention

"things will be beta wen we puch aside the harsh fact dat time is runnin up n we make the best of wat we hv...."

was at csc the whole day till 11pm...finish editin the company's
clip....end of assignment...

april 1st- where
the sleep over fun began at 2am + in the chalet playin 'games'
(hehehe) n tellin
ghost story that freaked evry1....had breakfast then head
hm/.....first thing i
did reachin hm was eat again then edit the video
clips.....rush to werk at
6.30....pass the laptop to farid...he saved ma
life.....then reach tampines at
7....guess wat.....watchin temasek poly
productn....hahah....cool huh....we had
2 complimentary tix...so fadhil n me
went....

so here's ma review.... 4
1/2 star out of
5stars

Pentas 05/06: Akar Aku
Temasek Polytechnic, Malay Arts
Group (MAG)
1st April ' 06

it was a wow.... execellent performances
by the dance group n the gal
dikir...namely...
Kesenian Anak Tari n Nira
Nyer Tika....wich consist of
gorgeous gals wif elegance n syncromnisation of
thier movement.....the dance grp
was a compliment as they were superb n
danced wif passion i muz say....

the drama by Titisan Temasek was short
n sweet....padat ar...(if thats
the word..)hahah
only that fadhil tot it
ended abruptly.....n tell u wat
temasek auditorium rocks...wif diff
lightings....so many variation.....

the dikir was ok la.....its gettin
there...hahah...hairi was in
there.....i shall not further elaborate....

overall it was exellent....n
i congratulate the pres, productn mgr,
the superb artistik director n evry who
made the PEntas 05/06:Akar Aku a
sucess....gr8 job....

march 31- planin for
marni's bdae bash slowly sets in.......was at csc
in the mornin wif the
heavy laptop editin till three...then waited for jannah
who sucessfully
persuade marni to follow her to pasir ris.....the initial plan
was to meet
them on the train merely by coincedence.....by damn...i miss the
train while
tokin to sue.....muahahha....

so contigency plan sets in....
so to
round up we hung out together at pasir ris park face sm thunder
storm.....broke ma slipper dancing(as usual), saborin n form sprayin.....was
thinkin of doin a lrg scale party and ivite more ppl....but funds n time was
too
limited to plan such.....we end the day wif another suprise wif marni
that we
were stayin overnite wif her at the chalet....heheh(well its
actually marni's
mum company chalet....she kinda invited us....we planned
the whole bdae bash wif
mar's mum herslf)...
****well marni
u family rocks especially
ur mum....thanks for the warm
hospitality...hahaha...

march 30-
basically stress up plannin for
marni's suprise bdae party.....made phone
calls n freakin lots of sms(S)...went
to lavender to update ma passport only
to realise its extended for another yr to
the 31 of march 2007....i cud be
NS by then....hahaha....then went to sim lim
tower lookin for sm tv adapter
wif dad....

he sent me to woodlands lata
at nite to collect ma
assignment for the editin.(well was werkin so call as a
freelance editor
durin this week of blog leave....waited vely long...in that
period of time i
ended up doin these...

-taking pics of maslf =)
-tokin wif
dad(rather akward...)
-on the phone wif sue....
-n at the
same time
spoil ma dad's bike.....thus we end up 2 hrs under the blk there
repairin
it......i felt so guilty...coz im a dumbo wen it comes to bike.....i
noe
he's angry but he kept his cool, we repaired it together...not reallly, it
was more of me helpin him...hahaha....

"smtimes wen u least expect
it, u
realise that sm1 crs only in different ways"

well at least for
all the
trouble u can expect the video clip to be full length....but
no....it wasnt even
a 1/4....then waited till 2am....they send it over to ma
place....

April 03, 2006

ma ipod is sick.....got problem .....so stress ...any1 hv any idea where it's service centre located....its like quoting funny icon n notes ler....

n im so argh......no mood seh.....back to tep...n fckin** plan for sm stupid farewell party..... its a scam.....arghhhh.....

shud i jog....like lazy.....hm...maybe lata...the weather is fine tho...ler....

sm help me wif ma ipod... = (