Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company

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like sori ar fiza i had a gr8 day today out to town n meetin kpg ubi cast.....suppose to be happy entries here...but ppl keepin walkin out the door n it kills me inside....

im juz tryin to be strg.....aku pun ade hati dan perasaan....aku bukan tungkul atau batu yg kau basahi dgn airmata lalu campak bile tak diperlukan.....

im always here giving all ma support....but ma presence is taken invisible.....thus i dun c a reason me being there....or even standin/fightin for where i stand or lie...

i start of with a selfish plot...i admit....i wanted to showcase ma idea on stage......but then i learn to love each n evry1 of u in ma PS.....im doin this for u.....not for maslf.....coz u all matter more then maslf.......im selfish.....but u guys made me a beta person....to think for others......
thus im doin this dance neither juz for me nor u guys....but for US...

im thankful for evry1 who supported me......constantly pushin me......giving thier all... but stop crashin urslf to the wall....i cant continueously pick u up....im not superman....even superman cant save evry1.......lagikan aku hanya manusia biasa.......

i made mistakes in ma life....thus a door of opportunity closes on me.....but let me ask u....is it selfish to enter wen another door opens while the other closes on me.....wif an array of hope n beta opportunity.....is it selfish???

im juz tryin to live ma passion....isit wrg? am i selfish......

for im still always here supportin u...... hvnt u realise it......

this is one of the times i miss ham2 most coz.....i miss her listenin ears....for that i thank u so much ham2......

wif that i seek 4giveness to any1 i hurt.....forgive me of ma sins....

"aku berhenti berharap....."