July 31, 2006

watched desprate hsewife....i almost tear....wen lynett said to her husband.....
"u scared me to bits......i already let u go....."

haiz.....im smtime feel like giving up on maslf....i noe some of u do......i donno y i got to be so stubborn headed...... well im sick of being bad....n sick of being the good person too....
i really think ma life's a mess.....but smtimes it crosses ma mind that im hvin bad days....
im a messs....

well dk was gr8......but im damn tired....

i wanna thx those who held on to me......yet im still slippin at the edge of the building......
im a trouble to myslf....i mess up ma own life....
thus i really donno wat to do animore...
pls do 4give me...

4eva by the veronicas


"let pretends that ure mine.....we can juz pretend, we can
juz pretend...
u got wat i like.... u got wat i like.....i got wat
u like....oh cmon
juz 1 taste, n u'll want more
so tell me wat
ure waiting 4...."

"cmon baby we aint gonna live 4eva,
let me show u all the thing that we cud do...
i noe u wanna be 2gether..
n i wanna spent ma nite wif u...
wif u....
so come wif me tonite....we can make this nite last 4eva...."

July 28, 2006

how do u solve a problem, wen the rpoblem is U....
it rather disturbin n complicated...

but made simple..... how can i reassure u that im happy...
well i saw a sinistic smile on ma face, of satisfaction...
but wat hv i gain....

nth.....but im happy...i let all out...
tho smtimes truth hurt...

u can turn to ur right....then ur left.....then the nxt moment the're gone leaving u ALONE...

u can carry sm1...guide them true...gv them hints....still they'll get lost...

n they simply blame it on u......failin to c....wat uve been thru...

n simply forget wat u hv n are.....

simply...misunderstood.....

gd bye...

July 25, 2006

i asked...

y do one's day be filled wif smile...
then the nights wif tears....
is it simply a natural cycle ....
n how do we prolonged our hapiness...
wen ppl u cr for....dissapoints u...

sm1 answered;
happiness is destroyed bcoz of emotions..comewhat may..in short.

wen ppl dissapoints u,
it is normal to feel down
and tt ur happness is being driven away..
it is normal wen ppl tend to think abt it wen they
are alone.

but u have to remember, how long will u
b in wait for the shell to break for tt someone to
make up their dissapointment in u?

sometimes, u really have to give ur heart and
feelings a break. ease ur mind and b fresh. u shud
b fortunate tt urs isnt de worse...

***smtimes u juz realise ure not needed....so move on....
wen one door closes...the othr opens....

i hope those words are true....
......i dun understand....
n u dun understand me....so wat the f*#^?

July 24, 2006

played kompang @ IVP silat closing ceremony
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ma pic....latest.....all taken in the same jacket tho all look diff..









tagg.....keke....tk cr all....

July 21, 2006

Every second chances.....begins with a first step.


Jenna Dewan and Channing Tatum in Touchstone Pictures' Step Up - 2006

muz watch....wohooo....so exited....

i cried, cryin.....it wudnt matter y.....
coz i wanna cry...n aint ashame to cry....

u laugh at me..... yet im still alive....laughin wif u...

i fall......yet i still stood up......wen u were still laughin there.....

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Ini lumrah hidup,
ini rezeki masing2...
Dosa jika cemburu,
walau hati runsing...

Tabah kan hati,
minda & jiwa...
Iklaskan setiap,
satu perkara,
itulah yg sewajarnya....

July 13, 2006

can i aSk U....r U the 1???

smtimes u juz wanna hv sm1 who crs....
smtimes u need sm1 to hold u....
smtimes u wanna share ur life wif sm1...
the rest of the times...u hv ur fwens.....for comfort ...wisdom n strength...

amin...

July 10, 2006

with Layar Andayu down....its nvr rest for me...

hee....

project are catchin up......like yana pesan...complete ur diploma 1st...jgn pasal seni plajaran hancur....haiz.....im gonna miss evry1 that has graduated...oni felt it afta the production nite....

yana n aishah.....thx for bein there for me wen i first came into mcg....the times i spent wif u guys were simply golden n kept deep within ma heart.... u guys made me feel like no stranger but treated me like family.....tho we apart....u guys will be close at heart....i miss u guys already....krg da cam ma kakak seh....especially u yana....thx so much for evryth....luv u guys....

to zila.....to the most happen babe in mcg...
without u ... tak happenin ar...as simple as that.....so do drop by weneva u can.....rindu seh those dancing session pat the dim mcg room....the lapaking2.... the funny joke.......will always be ma cutest n most hip n funky sis...

to rafi, wak & kal...
to rafi ,tho we nvr really got along. i wud like to extend ma apologies especially to u.... but its been gr8 workin wif u guys..... i thx all 3 of u for approachin me the othr day n dat will be one of the best memories n exerience i'll keep in ma heart.... thank you for all ur guidance...n carving smile on ma fellow PS-ian. dat truely means alot to me.....once again thank u....

i missin all of u guys already...nvr tot i'll feel this way....haiz....

so here a list of wats up for me;
1. Kpg Ubi Production-Cinta 3 Dimensi >>> 090906(tentative)
2. Tun perak(dk competition)
3. examinations start 14 aug -25aug
4. Industrial Attachment there afta.... startin 28 aug for 3 months....
5. then back to skool..3months
6. hari raya event (either production or consert)

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July 06, 2006

the guys r watchin the match portugal n france in the living room....hm....gonna pack ma bag for camp lata.....then finish ma assignment.....haiz....

smtimes i wonder.....i dont want to be in a spot askin who am i to u???
coz
evrytime u make me feel special... wen i awoke, i feel normal once again....or
is it within ur call, that u make evry1 feel special.....thus im simply nth to
U...

again n again n again

July 04, 2006

like 1stly.....HAPPY BDAE MAMA>>> its 4th JUly.....wee...

but ma day can nvr be worse....went for the freakin report writing class....
miss HAYMA SUPPIAH....told me...elfi for ur ICA 2....u will be given 0 marks...(25% down the drain) coz ur grp member said u DIDNT contribute to this ica.......n im sure they hv tried to contact u....n im sure u dowan to repeat this module.....=) thus i guess of u werk with ur TEAM....on ica3...u can SALVAGE(as if im clingin to stay alive....but wait....i am)

wtf....like arggghhh......wateva ar eh.....im gonna juz show them ica.....why elfi is in this course...coz it SIMPLE for him.....insyaalah it be the best report any of u nerd ever c....

so nice in front of me...elfi are u ok??? elfi this elfi that.....u reported me...huh???

k bullshit....im juz chillin off.....tk away ppl.....

July 03, 2006

how strange can it be...that ure surrounded by ppl...yet u feel so alone...
how strange can it be...u fall in n out of luv...
how strange can it be...wen memories is the most of ur darkess shadow....
how strange can it be...ure in luv w/o noeing the person....
how strange can it be... wen u demand answers yet u get another qns.....
how strange can it be.. that u noe nth at all....even tho ure the smartest one..
how strange can it be... time is so precious dat if its lost u'll nvr claim it back....

how strange...how strange....how strange......

sick n tired of thinkin abt fillin this empty heart...
so i mite as well give it up...
im tryin to set ma life right...
tho it seems that wrong is ma tidal side...


it nvr seem to end...
i tot u were ma light...
but u were juz a glimpse
of what i nvr had....


there's a little star...
that shoots in the sky at the right moment...
y cant she be ma sun...
that light ma life...

well JUST MY LUCK

July 01, 2006

ma Ps dearies..

tk note...

"some are born great, some achieve greatness and some have greatness trust upon them"

"the most precious gems are not found beautiful, instead they need 2 be polished"


saringan pics.....maha nice!!!

i dun need any expensive presents...juz let me watch the saringan performance...n i'll be the happiest person on earth....