so much in ma head.....im all tired.....i wrg abt ma priorities...but cant blame maslf for ma passion....



im missin ayid n nad so so much....

i barely even meet them a call or even an sms....sedihkan..



wif me still ard holding on....i dunno how will i pull thru this.....a part of me juz learnt to let go....iklaskan je....



finally today tmoarts trainin....fifi n fiqa will be dancin...fun to c
them dance...n i had a blast dancing wif fiqa the whole day....juz wish
evry1 was more lively....but i guess evry1's juz tired.....haiz....



i donno much but i behind ma skool werk....i need to buck up....if not i'll be in deep shit....

again having prob wif adaptin to skool....



ma med check up comin up....wanted to hv a get away to indon afta
dat...but it seems impossible....ma mum wud want me ard for raya
celebration....haiz....there goes ma awaited vacation...if oni she
knew..... but i guess she's rite smhow....



tho i noe wat im capable of....ma ambitions n aspirations.....but i oso
noe where i stand....n how much say i hv...so ive decided to
flow....who care whether im happy rite...as long evry1 else is
fine.....hahaha....how weird the world is.....im barely awake...but i
noe i muz smhow start of ma pile of werk....or at least sort wat i hv
to do......god...help me....



astaghfirullah....